What is this novel about?
Kindra, 16, belongs to a family of assassins, has been working as an assassin since she was ten, and it’s the only way of life she has ever known. She does not let her emotions interfere with her work because they do no good, she does not know why she is killing the people she kills because she does not need to know, and she does not even consider leaving her family because if she left, they would pursue her, and she’d rather keep working with her than be on the run for the rest of her (potentially short) life.
Then there is a mission where shit hits the
fan tornado. Kindra is faced with dilemmas she has never had to deal with before.
What sexual and/or violent content is there in this story?
There are no sex scenes, though there is (sexual) kissing, and references to sexual activity (including underage sexual activity). As far as violence … ummmm, it’s a novel about assassins. Of course there is violence. And the descriptions are sometimes gory. And there is a massacre of schoolchildren.
Tell me more about this novel.
It is part of Riptide Publishing’s YA line, Triton Books.
I had suspension of disbelief problems with this novel. Maybe it’s because I don’t know much about real-world hitpeople, and maybe this is more accurate that I think it is. However, I had trouble buying Kindra’s family – not that they are evil, since there is tons of evidence that some families are that evil – but that they could train Kindra to be such an effective assassin while abusing her the way they did. But maybe I am just naïve and ignorant.
The novel feels a bit like Legend by Marie Lu, a novel I really did not like. Though at least the romance in this novel is not nearly as ridiculously eyeroll-inducing as the romance in Legend, so that is a distinct improvement. In fact, I don’t think the romance plotline in this novel induced any eyerolls for me.
I don’t know what else to say, really. Yes, Kindra has a character growth arc as she learns just how abusive her family is and that she really can get away from it, and yes, her love interest is one of the principle people pulling her away from her evil family. It’s an action-thriller set in the contemporary United States (mostly New York City, Jacksonville, FL, and point in between).
On the asexual content scale (1 = least asexual content, 10 = most asexual content), I rate this story as a 2.
Quite a few of the characters in this novel are assassins, and one of them is asexual. Since revealing which of the assassins is asexual would be a major spoiler, I will simply refer to this character as ‘Asexual Assassin’.
We find out that this character is asexual in this scene (which I have edited for clarity and to remove spoilers):
“What? She’s not your type?” Kindra shot back. “Or maybe Mr. Rose Tattoo is more your speed?”
“Neither of them. Not even a little.”
“No?” She made herself leer. “I liked Rose Tattoo. I’d do him.”
“You’d do anyone.”
Her nose wrinkled. “Not anyone.” Not if she was the one picking her partners. “I’m bi, not a nympho.” Then the conversation really registered. “And how the hell would you know what my type is, anyway? [sentence removed because of spoiler].”
[They] shrugged, refused to meet her eyes, and then avoided the question entirely. “You were lucky. You know how hard it is to fake your way through that shit every time?” [Asexual Assassin] shuddered. “Hated it when [character] made me do that.”
Kindra blinked, a little more of her anger fading as memories realigned in her head. The briefings when [Asexual Assassin’s] eyes would go distant and empty, or the early mornings when [they would] take a shower that lasted over an hour. She’d never considered that the seductions [done for assassin work] were what had caused that bleak discomfort in [Asexual Assassin].
“Was it the guys or the girls?” Kindra wasn’t sure she wanted to know the answer. If [Asexual Assassin] had hated it that much, then . . .
“Neither was all that great, but it was a little easier with some—a very few—of the girls.” [Asexual Assassin] still wouldn’t look at her. “Even then . . . Whatever. It doesn’t matter. Even if I’d told [character] when I realized I was asexual, it wouldn’t have changed anything.”
We learn that Kindra has been doing seductions for work purposes since she was twelve, but that she actually did not mind that aspect of assassin work much, and it does not seem to have traumatized her in any way.
There is another ace character in the novel, Blake. There is no hint that Blake is ace in this novel, but supposedly in the sequel it is revealed that Blake is greysexual.
I could say another thing or two about how asexuality is presented in this novel, but then I would be way into spoiler territory.
Was this written by an asexual?
Yes, Erica Cameron is asexual.
Hey Sara, do you like this novel?
Hmmmm … it’s not really my kind of thing. I can’t quite put my finger on why, though I think it is in ‘not my cup of tea’ territory, not ‘this is badly written’ territory. So no, I don’t like it. I’m undecided about whether or not I’ll read the sequel. I would really like to read a novel with an intersex/agender/gray-a protagonist, but I would rather not read another novel like this one.
This novel may be purchased from the Riptide Publishing Store and various book retailers.
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Do you mind sharing your spoilery thoughts here in the comments? I’m curious about the book’s representation of asexuality and don’t mind the spoilers.
THERE BE SPOILERS IN THIS COMMENT, YE HAVE BEEN WARNED
The protagonist believes that her beloved brother is dead, but it turns out that he faked his death so he could get away from their toxic family. They are reunited, and she finds out that he is ace, and that he hated all of the seduction work their mother made him do as an assassin (yep, toxic family). Towards the end of the story, he tragically dies, for real (I’d think this would violate Riptide’s editorial policy of queer characters never having tragic deaths, but maybe that policy only applies to LGBT characters, not to aces).
Thanks for sharing. This book already didn’t sound like my kind of thing, and that clinches it. Both the tragic death being forced to seduce people are not things I want to see an ace character going through. I’m disappointed that an ace author would write that!
I’m not so disappointed in the writer as I am in the editors. Erica Cameron tends to write these kinds of stories for both ace and non-ace characters, it seems to be her style. However, the editors having an explicit policy against tragic deaths of queer characters and THEN breaking that policy for an ace character is just, ugh…
Yeah, true. I just also feel like an ace author should think about how that could come across to ace readers, and not write that in the first place.